Friday, August 3, 2007

Those Moments

Creative thoughts have a strange knack of finding out when can I not jot them down or type them over or share them across. They tread on my unprepared mind like a flash and just go away before I find a tangible means of documenting them. It happens with me almost every other day and at different times of the day. Its like you see a divine rainbow in the evening, on your way back home. You savor the moment, you want to hold it, you wish it stays with you forever, you want to be able to recreate it at your will but it just doesn't work that way. Good things work in their own right.

I was on my way to the office today morning and had just started reading a freshly acquired novel, 'Three English Plays' by Gurcharan Das. Guess I hadn't even read it long enough but my mind started galloping around and I found myself in the company of the same creative thoughts. I longed for my laptop but I didn't have any. Even if I had, I believe I might not have been able to capture everything because It was not just some regular flow of thoughts, it was a spate, a deluge. Something beyond my power to tame and carry. I felt my creative energy crossing the limits. I had a feeling of creative orgasm. I felt I could even be a great writer or an accomplished philosopher if those moments stayed for a few days with me. But it didn't happen. Best moments are always shortlived. Not choosing to be an exception, these too left me, suddenly.

Looking in retrospect now, I feel cheated. I sulk in the frustration of a premature ejaculation. I hate it.

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